04.04.2012

The ladderseason has come to an end

....and I am going to review it from my pov!

I started of the season by getting into Mastersleague and I was quite happy about that but ever since I was scared by the magical Win/Loss display which affected my play alot in the beginning. I didn't want to reveal my noobyness and I kept that mindset up untill now. I hit the ladder way too few times which is really sad 'cause I wasted alot of time. I don't really care anymore about my Win/Loss. All that actually matters is how good I am and that's the first thing I learnt in Season 6 (???).
I also learnt what to focus on whilest playing. I did really lose because of small tiny mistakes which sucks really bad and I learnt that playing ladder is the best training and it is a "must do" in order to improve.

My Maps

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After putting a veto on Cloud Kingdom at first it turned out to be my best map by Win percentage. What's quite the suprise for myself is that Metalopolis is my worst map (Shattered and Korhal are on veto). It's probablly because everybody is hating on that map and goes instant allin on that map. (Translated Maps: Cloud Kingdom, Taldarim Altar, Antiga Shipyard, Shakuras - Plateau,  Metalopolis, Shattered Temple, Korhal Compound)

 My Matchups

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Something went wrong.... Protoss... my....best Matchup? o_O 
That's just strange. Somehow I managed to lose alot against Terran eventhough it was used to be my best matchup with 70% win. I don't really think that I got worse in my ZvT it's just that Terrans are way more cheesy in the Masterleague. There are alot of different allins and playstyles which totally confuse me and, not to forget about that, my lategame is ultimately retarded. I usually try to avoid the T3 Broodlord tech 'cause I throw away alot of games at that stage.
I personally dislike the creation "GGLords" for me it should be "PLEASEDROPMEDEATHLords".
It's definitively a huge thing I have to improve on in order to become a solid player.
Another really important thing is to keep my cool and stop throwing away games such as an outmassing protoss on two base. (-_-)

 Rather unimportant stats

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This graph is showcasing the Larvaespawningratio and the gap in between the injects and - as you can see - I got worse at it. My spawning larva is another point to improve on.

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This graph is showcasing the improvement of my APM to an average of around 210.

 My Ladderpoints

The seasons is not entirely over yet but I still think that I did end the season with reasonable amount of points. I am hopefully capable of hitting the 800 pts. Mark by the end of this Season since I still have approx. 10 days left and vacation!

I still have alot of work to do and I am aiming for atleast playing high Master people in the next season and I am going to put alot of effort into it in order to fufill my goal!
Thanks for your time! Myu

01.04.2012

New social Networks

grrrrrrrrrr!

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I am a big fan of music and I used alot of grooveshark before it was banned for the german society. ('cause the german government wants us to pirate instead of listening to music that at least get's some revenue ^_^)
I was looking for a proper radiostation or programm to listen to some awesome music (since downloading every song is pretty darn exhausting). Though BBCRadio1 is a great station it's not what I wanted; I wanted to have a programm that's just like grooveshark.
My friend DT | Roaky told me to check out Spotify! It's almost as awesome as grooveshark still there is not as much music available to listen but it's okay since you are capable of adding music from your PC and download them on to another PC if you want to listen that playlist.
Anyways I wanted to share my new social media with you guys. I made a LastFM.com account for you to check out my current music and maybe (in the future sometimes somehow maybe?!) when I'll be capable of streaming you can check out the music in real time!
My Last FM Account (click)
My Spotify Playlist (click) - from Netsky, Rusko, Chase and Status over Skrillex and Pendulum to insiders such as Adam F and Alvin Risk =P
Best of Liquid DnB, DnB, DrumStep, Dubstep and chilled club music! Check it out!

25.03.2012

Hi I am still alive I was just

...pretending to ski in Italy!

I hope you guys did not lose interest in me 'cause neither did I. Eventhough I have to recover from this exhausting ski trip and I have to redo all the stuff my classmates did in school while I was skiing a new opportunity opened up!
As I stepped outside of the bus - that brought us home from italy - and my computer got turned on I realised that all my old clanmates had a different tag infront of their names. My first thought was "well.. my old clan had disband.. that kinda sucks.."
I tried to get someone to talk to since I wanted to find out what the meaning of "DT" was. Finally I recieved an answer from our (ex) intern caster Dystopia. He wrote (translated from german into engl.) "Well DT means TeamDieTrying all of our players joined over to the new clan!".
- Well what are the chances of me gettig into that team since I am low master and I am not in good  shape since I was on vacation? 
At that time I was getting kinda disappointed and I desperately tried to find my old leader to talk to.
After a short nap (since I was kinda tierd after that long trip from italy to germany) I cought my old leader and he told me the whole story!

Team Proxy emerged with Team DieTrying in terms of we (Proxy) have the players and them (DT) having the organisation behind it.
What does that mean? I - as a Player in their MAIN SQUAD (here is the news) am just playing while my new 'leaders' and 'orgas' are providing us with ClanWars, a shop w/ clanshirts, a beautiful homepage, a teamspeak and an IRC-Server and much more!

For me that means NEW MOTIVATION AWWWWW YEAAAAHHHHWWWWW....
Yeah I arrived savely at the end of the piste!
I am not for no reason in that clan and I have to prove myself since my form is not that great at the moment. Without the help of my former leader I would not be able to get that chance so now I have to return the favor!

And before I forget I want to provide you with a beatiful picture of our trip!



I hope you still enjoy my writings and I hope you stay tuned for more since I will be posting more.


I want to thank you for this awesome opportunity TeamDieTrying.de and I hope I have a deserved spot!

That's it yours DieTrying.Myu!

03.03.2012

The setting of a new goal!

Since I've reached the obvious maingoal of my blog already (hitting the masters league) I am kinda.. aimless right now. I don't have any goal to play for and because I don't have an aim my amount of games is actually beeing none right now. I had no motivation to get out of my slump. That's why I am going to set myself a new goal and try to suprise myself - in terms of how good I am - and to get back into the game! (Hopefully)
So here we go:
I just hit Masters a couple of weeks ago so I don't aim for something ridiculous regarding points but I want to be able to say "I am a 700 - 800 points Zerg on the European Ladder" by the end of this March. I think it's a reasonable goal to hit and it is going to get me new motivation because right now I feel like I don't belong into Masters since my win / loss and my games still look as shitty as they looked one month ago.
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New aim of my SC II Journey!
goal: hitting at least 700 points (since ladder isn't as developed as it's used to be - new ladderseason and such - playing against 700 - 800 points players or have even points - around 500 by the time would be right - is also enough to reach the goal on the european masterladder with my Zerg
borders in terms of time: ~18th of march (since I am going to go skiing - at least I try to - at the 19th of march for one week and after I come back my skill will be gone)

-> 16 days left including 1 and 1/2 weekend
-> I will play an approx. amount of 5 hours a day (at school days)
-> 3 days for studying // 7 days left a 5 hours 
-> 35 hours in total in the week ~ approx. 70 games
PLUS 
-> two weekends ~ 8 hours of playing
= around 160 games -> around 80 wins should be able to get with a 50/50 win loss

25.02.2012

Back from Berlin

Don't think any further comment is needed to describe the awesomenes of the event!

21.02.2012

Community of Starcraft....

Hello my fellow readers!
In this post I'll encourage you (and me!) to ladder more and skip the common ladder anxiety
First of all let's face the reasonings of the fear to press the button that says "Find Match".
It's really easy! The most obvious reason is the fear to expose your skill to the whole world and make you vulnerable to flames and people that accuse you for beeing a bad player. That's the more easy fear to overcome since you can simply ignore people that are flaming you and keep in mind: "One does not simply get Pro at Starcraft II!" (just to keep the styles of meme). People that are better than you are either Smurfs or people who spend at least as much time as you spend into the game. Let's face it: If you want to become anywhere near good (I wouldn't consider me to be good by any means) you have to spend alot of time into Starcraft II. The game is based on making decisions and showing tactical refinement but beeing able to make the perfect decisions and in the same time not having the capability of following it up with the proper mechanics won't win you the game! (even if you have an IQ of over 9000 if you can't keep up with injects - or other mechanical tools - you wont be able to win).
Let's do an example: Your immense IQ allows you to have the perfect thought out composition (let's just say mass mutalisk 'cause it requires a huge amount of cleverness to figure out mutalisk are good!) but you are only able to build 4 of them 'cause your injects were slipping he'll still lose!

You might think to yourself: "Well sir, that actually makes sense..." but at the same time the next big reason appears! "...but what do I do if I lose?

Yep, that's my Matchhistory from 2 Days ago and yeah it hurts and noone can help me (you) with the problem of losing games. It's the most horrible feeling in Starcraft II especially if you are in Mastersleague and you failure is shown to the whole wide world  (exposed win loss).
Some of my friends tend to say "Wow that race is so OP and it just makes no sense to play this game anymore!" (well that actually perfectly reflects my feelings after losing to another stupid Protoss allin) but in order of beeig able to become better at the game you have to lose. By losing I don't mean if you quit all games you'll instantly climb up the ladder, no you have to lose and you have to find a reasoning for your loss and totally F*CK THAT MOTHERF*CKING PROTOSS UP next time you see him doing that dumb allin again (pretty much every Protoss on the ladder). A loss is more telling than a win. If you loss (for example I just lost to a horrible allin) you can figure out why you lost. For example you overdroned (I didn't) or you did not build overlords - you were supplystucked - (Yep I was still Protoss is op) or you simply engaged in a bad angle (I did too but that's just because forcefields are too damn strong) or you simply didn't see it coming (how am I not supposed to see an allin coming every scrub Protoss on the god damn ladder allins the f*ck out of zerg since they think their race is weaker than the other two... WHICH IS BULLSH*T).
You always have to find those mistakes and admit them... atleast to yourself.
Another really important saying to gather from this post "I don't always admit mistakes... but when I do I only admit them to myself and say Protoss is op to everyone around me"(wow I just made it up myself! and it's still like a memetext).
There is no easier way to improve than for looking for mistakes. (Oftentimes it's really easy to send the replay to a friend and he tells you the mistakes more objectively.)
And hey... lucky us we have blizzard providing the perfect laddersystem so we are able to get a 50% winrate ALWAYS! So after a huge streak of losing you'll probably be able to win a bunch of games in a row 'cause that's just how the laddersystem works.

Dealing with rage!
Well what am I supposed to say. If you have problems in terms of rage I am probably not the right person to question here... And I am going to apologize to everyone I lost to (99% Protoss) and wrote things such as "I hope you die a painfull bloody death so I can eat you worthless protoss body..."[exaggeration] or something along those lines to. Still if you played a stupid allin you probably deserved it!
Back to the topic.. dealing with rage is really hard. It's not only the provoking enemy that tries to lure you out of your chilled pose it's pretty much always a scumbag Protoss how makes me rage and oftentimes it's not even their fault (read prior paragraph) it's just that I hate myself so much at that moment that I just have to... pretty much insult you, your mom etc. and destroy something in my room.. for example I threw a bottle against the wall.. the outcome of it was a really bad hole right beneth my bad.. I am not proud of my rage and it is probably the biggest flaw I have in terms of Starcraft II atm... 
As far as that goes thank you for reading once again I hope you enjoyed this rather long post...!