26.12.2012

Where is the magic?

Despite the fact that I am way too old to believe in Santa Claus I still wish that he existed sometimes or at least that I could enjoy Christmas as I used to as a little boy. Eventhough nothing really changed in terms of the timings (my family comes to our house and we eat etc) it just doesn't feel really special anymore and I am not quite sure whether that's just normal when becoming older or if it's my fault by playing so much Starcraft. Time is literally flying by whilest playing Starcraft and the fact that I actually try to improve sometimes backfires in real life because I deny booze or other kinds of  fun things in order to be capable of playing serious Starcraft later that day. Sometimes I am a bit worried that I might over do this Starcraft thing but on the other hand I just love this game and the idea of becoming a professional that I can't stop now, not unless I know that there is a wall that I can't pass no matter what I do but let's see what is going to happen in 2013.
Okay, let's get all of this apocalyptical writing out of the way and let's take a look at what I got out of Christmas, 'cause the last remaining magical thing about that day for me is getting PRESENTS (yaaay). Steelseries still did not message me about my repaired keyboard and I couldn't wait any longer so I bought myself a Filco Majestouch 2 Ninja Tenkeyless with Cherry MX Reds (click) and I enjoy the fuck out of that keyboard. Next to that I got a bunch of clothes and money but that's not as exciting as my Filco is.
In the end I just hope your Chirstmas was a bit merrier (not like mine was crap, I still enjoyed it but it was just like any other day *sad smiley*) than mine was. I think the actual Chirstmasmagic will be renewed when I can give presents to my children, so I'll wait up until then.
(wow that sounded really sad)
P.S: Santa Myu brought you some replays, just click the "Hot Replay" button and enjoy