It was just like a lesson to me..

As I said plenty of times before..
I think it's rather unfair to rank me into Plat but I am very hard to myself and yesterday I lost to a guy I am not supposed to 'cause he 2 Base allined me and I felt like I controlled the game. I had his 3rd covered with lings and his main under mutaliskfire.. But I somehow managed to lose so my motivation was gone.. I was mad at myself and I went pretty nuts... In the end I was laying down doing many many benchpressings until I couldn't lift my arms anymore.. (which is actually not bad 'cause I want to work out more :P) Today I thought about it again and I went like.. I have the mechanics, I know what is happening, I have to have some major mistake somewhere... So I went into my replays to find out the major mistake I must be making.. It hurts to see myself lose, though -_-
And I suffer from the, prolly, most annoying problem a Zerg ever faced in his live OVERDRONE, TOO FEW LAVA, BAD SCOUTING, omg.. gotta improve though! :)